...Tired

Tired??? Good! That means you made your day worth living.

And that is awsome!

saudades... missing...

Missing... someone who is gone...
Missing someone who is still the same...
Missing someone who has change so much...
Out of the three, I'll keep the one who's gone and the one who's still the same.
The one who changed so much, I no longer know you...

Saudades... de alguem que ja se foi...
Saudades de alguem que continua a ser a mesma pessoa...
Saudades de alguem que mudou demais...
Das tres, prefiro guardar a que se foi e a que e' a mesma
A que mudou demais, para mim, ja nao conheco mais.

Spring

It wont be too long now, and she will be here as beautiful a she always have been....Spring! And with her comes the beauty of blooming flowers, and with them comes the beauty and life of WOMEN wearing beautiful colorful dresses, delicate sandals, flowers on their hair and smiles like sunshine. The beauty of a feminine being is soft and gentle as a butterfly... no wonder why so many of us ladies are so in love with them. Our Father in Heaven is all about beauty. Look around you, am I right? Look how He has dressed this earth so we could live in it and be happy... be beautiful. And we, ladies just give that little touch to this heaven work of art to enhance the beauty he created for us, and all we can do is just smile a little more, be happy to be alive and be feminine that way Father in Heaven have meant for you to be. You are a WOMAN! And be very proud of that.

Fairies...

Did you ever wondered about Fairies? I have. Not the way you're thinking right now. I wonder on why they were created by the human mind?I bet you they weren't created by a guy (I may be wrong)... but by a woman's mind. When I look at a picture of fairy, all I see is what is in the woman's heart. Look at her... she's beautiful, gracious, delicate and so lovely, like a feminine being is supose to be. But one wonderful thing about fairies is that they can grant you wishes... How many of us ladies, don't wish to have that power huh? We do have a little, but how wonderful it would be to have ALL our wishes granted, it doesn't hurt to dream. :)
And like a fairy, woman is a perfect work of art, the crown of the Lord's creations, did you ever thought about that? We, women, were like the last stroke of paint in a work of art, when our Lord created Eve, He looked at the creation and said " that's perfect! Don't touch it! Now is perfect and beautiful".
Never forget that, you are beautiful for who you are, all because you've been born a woman, a precious, lovely and delicate daughter of God.

Bad...

In one of those moods...

Is really worth to write anything in here?

You know what?

I need to do it for me.

Screw the world missy!!!

Forgiveness...

WOW! That's tough...

Leting go painful memories of the past is not easy at all. Sometimes they just come out of the blue because they been treager by something someone said or something someone did. Your heart fills with fears and doubts that things will ever gone be ok. Some of us has been called " you're fat!" "you're so ugly!" "you're a loser!" "you're dumb!". Some of us been called of these things from people we really loved and who were close to us. And some of us don't want anything to do with those people anymore.

Some of the people who hurt me in the past, happily they don't have that power on me no longer. But all depends on how much will I allowed the memories to hurt me, how much will I let them control my life. That's why the Savior is there, with his open piercided hands asking me "please, let me have those memories Cristina, let me take them way from you, so they wont hurt you anymore." And as soon I do that, I feel so happy and much better.

It's war out there. Painful memories of the past are made constatly. That's why we live the present so we may have a past.

There will be mean, selfish, unconsiderant people out there, people who may be really close to you who will keep doing and saying stupid things that may hurt you. But the Savior will never leave until you give to him all the pain and bad feelings that bothers you.

Is not easy to think of something positive about someone like that huh? But if you can't think, leave it alone, is just better not think about at all for a moment.

I have to remind my self over and over again "I got the control here! Will not let that ruin my day!"

Smile! you got the power and the free will to do anything you want!

"He got the power to bruise your heel, but you got the power to crush his head"

grown up?

I was watching a Bruce Willy's movie called "The Kid", and that movie really touch me and made me wonder about my self kid. We all have one inside us, wether you want or not. We all were a kid one time in our lives, and some of us never lost the little kid. I didn't.
But that movie really got me to think, if I could go back in time as a adult to meet my self as a little girl, what would I tell her? What would I do? When would I like to come back? Because that would be very important to think of a specific situation that I would like to protect her from, you know? This is hard... because my little girl went throught soooo many heart aches...so many... And the poor thing did grow up believing she was never pretty enough, she was so hurt... she felt alone several times, she felt that no one loved her, that she would grow up to be a loser...
But wait a minute! I can go back there! Of course I can!!! I'll go there and give her a real big hug. I'll look deep in her yes and tell her "don't cry pretty girl, this suffering and pain wont last for very long. One day you will know the most wondeful feeling of love that is out there. You will meet a very, very special guy, the prince of your dreams. Oh my gosh! He will be so sweet and kind to you, he will love you no matter what! And he let you know how beautiful you really are, and how proud he is to have you in his life, and because of him you will be no loser at all, but a winner!" I can already see, she looking at me and wondering with a smile "who is he? Can you tell me?" And I'll smile back at her and say "He's really wonderful, and he will love you with all the strength of his heart, he will love the way talk, the way you laugh, he will always be ready to listen to you when you need someone to talk to. He will make your dreams come true, and his name is Jesus Christ". And then, I'll give her a real big hug and tell her how much I love her and that I'm very proud of her and that she wont hurt for very long anymore, all because her perfect guy will help her heal from all the pain and suffering that she went through. I'll thank her too and let her know that if wasn't for her, I would not be who I'm today. I'll tell her goodbye with a hug a and a kiss, let her be sure that she will find true happiness someday, and that's why I was there to let her know that.